Snip Snip

This was an accident.

My hair looks like shit.

Louis Vuitton

Spo-Spo-Spo-Sp-Sp-Sponge Bob!

Squ-Squ-Squ-Sq-Sq-Square Pants!

Deadlines

I have about two weeks to get my ass together and submit 6 original looks, plus a mood board for next spring, plus two additional looks which incorporate trends for next spring and winter, plus a written section on my favorite designers. FASHION WEEK HASN'T EVEN STARTED PROPERLY YET!! How am i supposed to do an accurate trend prediction?!

'What might be the point of this?' you may ask, oh inquisitive reader.

Well, as you may or may not know, fashion design is my core. I'm hoping to be accepted into one of Australia's most prestigious fashion courses, which i only got a reserve for last year. Hopefully, this year will bring better luck and a little more wisdom from my end.

The next two weeks will be high stress and fast paced. Hold on to your seats children!!


PS. I don't know what's been happening to me lately, but i keep getting dates and times wrong. Submissions aren't due for another month. HAHA.

Fairytale Ending

Screw my creativity, my social life and my moderately (extremely) good looks.

I work in David Jones now.

Life has become a joke.

PS. I think I'm going to have to get rid of that shopping addiction. Costume National doesn't come from an $11.60 per hour wage.

Is This Wrong?

Styling by Ricardo & Jack. [http://semi-erotic.tumblr.com/]
Top by Alexander McQueen, Pants by Versus Versace, Boots by Doc Martens.

Saggy Skin & Leather

I think this is the first time in my life where i'm in want of a fashion related thing (in this case, a killer pair of doc martins or boots), and not been able to get them despite having a substantial amount of savings.

I guess in a way, it's helping me mature as a person. Speaking of which, I'm turning 18 in 11 days.

So is this what being old feels like?

PS. I still don't have anything planned for my 18th.

IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!

Okay, so you may or may not know that I'm focusing on commercial work at the moment.

I just caught up with a guy i knew from ages back, who just so happens to also be a commercial model/actor.

We were talking about agencies and what not and i realise that i should have just gotten a signed parental slip and sent my images into FRM (and every other agency there) at the beginning of the year. Then i'd move down to Melbourne, the commercial capital of Australia, and get opportunities for a whole heap of work.

Now I'm stuck in Sydney with approximately 5 commercial castings every 6 months.

I first screw up my education by pigeon-holing myself to Ultimo at the beginning of the year and now i realise i did the same for work. It is too late to change anything now because I'm going back to study in 6 months.

OK WHERES MY CHAINSAW?!

Someone told me...

...that i "look like Adam Lambert, in a good way."


What 'good way'?

Someone please stab me through the heart fives times with a machete.

It's a hard life.

It has been almost a month since my last casting. A month of lack in direction. I don't even think I'll hit my goal of doing two commercials this year.

So what do i do? Join another agency, seeing as I'm on a non exclusive agreement? Or do i go get a job in retail or fast food and live the life of every other normal kid?

PS: I got a text back from a friend who's with one of Australia's leading commercial agencies, and it appears that I'm one of the lucky ones.

Decisions, decisions...

This week,

my agent is supposedly sending me on my very first go sees.

Uhm.. i dont know why, but over the past week, the cover of my book has become bubble central, and it seems the pleather is peeling.

S#%$&KJDF@^&$dfuck.

Impulse Buying

$450 later...


It looks so much better in person. The detail is lost through shitty lighting + shitty camera.

It's C'N'C by Costume National. Its RRP was supposedly $1690 and it was on sale for $860 but i made a little deal with the salesperson and got it for $450. (No, not that kind of a deal!)

Anyway, I'm not too sure if it's a worthy investment or a lapse in judgment on my part...

Sifting For Gold

Your favorite insomniac has once again been staying up late and reminiscing. For the first time, I'm actually missing high school. After watching a light hearted video of a group of boys serenading the principal for Valentines day, i was reminded of it's cheerful, joyous atmosphere. Although i may have left on a sour note and friendships may fade, the feeling of such seemingly trivial events will forever be ingrained in my memory. Each and every one of them are precious pieces of gold that combine to make up the treasure trove of memories that exist in my mind...

Interview...

WHYYYYYY ARE COMMERCIAL AGENCIES SO FAR AWAY FROM MY HOME?!?!?!?!

I also have to prepare a CV/Bio plus bring all my pictures on a disk.

Thats new.

Unfamiliar territory shits me.

Oh look..

Im plastered all over the WSI website, and apparently there are huge posters of me hanging in their campuses too..

"Click click click" for the Western Sydney Institute Website

Why did i only realise now? Their new brochure with me on the cover came out like half a year ago!

Goodbye Sydney!

I'm off to the land of queens...

...to turn into a vanilla bean!

xoxo

I Am Famous.

If you search up 'Jack Huang Model' on Google images, my picture will come up on the 8th page.

The image originates from my twitter account.

I lead a sad, sad life.

Bodies...

All we've ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Story of my life.

Yet Another Exciting Prospect

I have no plans for new years eve.

I am the most boring seventeen year old to ever live.

Maybe i shall stay cooped up in my nest and rely on rhythmic pulsations of my speaker to carry me through the night.

P.S. I hurt my finger whilst trying to put on a boot. One hell of a boot it was.

The feeling returns...

after several years.

I'm so angry.

There's a good reason why i never let down my guard and allow myself get close to anyone, even on a platonic basis.

OMFG.

I didnt make Ultimo (fashion design).

I'm on stand by.

I now have a whole year to my disposal.